GOOGLE SEARCH

I searched the word 'qwerty' and I got on first search page 'Results 1 - 10 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.10 seconds) ' .
I was amazed to see 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition] in 0.10 seconds , but is it really 13,500,000 search results in 0.10 sec or just 10 results in 0.10 sec...

Now look below observation :

GOOGLE SEARCH (searched Word : qwerty)-----------------------------------------------------------

Results 1 - 10 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.10 seconds)
Results 11 - 20 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.30 seconds)
Results 21 - 30 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.20 seconds)
Results 31 - 40 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.45 seconds)
Results 41 - 50 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.15 seconds)
Results 51 - 60 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.10 seconds)
Results 61 - 70 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.18 seconds)
Results 71 - 80 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.22 seconds)
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Results 81 - 90 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.18 seconds)
Results 91 - 100 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.19 seconds)
Results 101 - 110 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.20 seconds)
Results 111 - 120 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.22 seconds)
Results 201 - 210 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.45 seconds)
Results 291 - 300 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (0.94 seconds)
Results 381 - 390 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (1.60 seconds)
Results 471 - 480 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (1.53 seconds)
Results 561 - 570 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (2.93 seconds)
Results 651 - 660 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (3.01 seconds)
Results 721 - 730 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (4.42 seconds)
Results 771 - 780 of about 13,500,000 for qwerty [definition]. (3.55 seconds)

This shows that as I move further with search results/query ,time increases..

Then I generalize the results and what I got is below
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TOTAL Records : 800(approx)
TIME Taken : [0.10+0.30+0.20+0.45+0.15+0.10+0.18+0.22+0.18+0.19+0.20+0.22+0.45+0.94+1.60+1.53+2.93+3.01+4.42+3.55=20.92 sec]: 21sec(approx)

800 records in 21 sec!!

Now People says that google search is fast but I think its not!!.
Its a way google present us the information ,which illused us that it's extremely fast.
We never(or most of the time) goes beyond search result page 10 (try to go over 10/20/30 and you will notice what happens with the search time).

Don't know what to call this.....this stuff , which is going in my mind.......

I want to be fearless , want to do something creative ........ I want to be out of each and every boundations but not sure if I can do this in this Life...............

You know , My life is flowing between practicality and emotionality and by now its practicality which is winning...but it is not very hard to guess that by far its practicality which is winning over emotionality for all of us......................

While writing this I am asking myself ,why can't I overcome these boundations ...whats actually the reason for sticking to these blocks , are these are real blocks or just my black imagination

..........even I am not sure about what I am doing and what I will do.....

For me practicality flows twds profitabiility while emotionality flows twds creativity.... so its a war between creativity and profitability.... ........

In my childhood, I was more happy and content , may be because I was more emotional ,use to think from Heart ..now from Mind , cruel , demanding mind!!