Don't know what to call this.....this stuff , which is going in my mind.......

I want to be fearless , want to do something creative ........ I want to be out of each and every boundations but not sure if I can do this in this Life...............

You know , My life is flowing between practicality and emotionality and by now its practicality which is winning...but it is not very hard to guess that by far its practicality which is winning over emotionality for all of us......................

While writing this I am asking myself ,why can't I overcome these boundations ...whats actually the reason for sticking to these blocks , are these are real blocks or just my black imagination

..........even I am not sure about what I am doing and what I will do.....

For me practicality flows twds profitabiility while emotionality flows twds creativity.... so its a war between creativity and profitability.... ........

In my childhood, I was more happy and content , may be because I was more emotional ,use to think from Heart ..now from Mind , cruel , demanding mind!!